two days back.

life is boring. plain and simple. i don't have much to write about these days. drew a nice picture last night. :) check it out booboos.

it's wasl testing again. two days waking up at 9am. it feels good but it feels like a routine. tomorrow i wake up at 6 and continue that cycle and collapse on saturday, hopefully. then its 9am again on monday and tuesday. i can't help feel that my life is just empty. i'm not sad, but not happy either. i haven't gone out of my way to make things better. things just come up for me. so in a way i'm lucky right even if i don't have anything, really.

i hope i don't make trouble with the few people who have helped me this year. if you know what i'm talking about. lol.

and happy birthday rosemary! love youuu cousin. :) i miss you a lot. i miss our talks and gossiping haha. but what i really miss isthe actual feeling that we're always there for each other. i know in reality, we are but it feels like we're drifting a little. it's not hard to think of that since we're on the opposite ends of the country.. but i know i can count on you when i'm about to die and i need you to hear my last words, that you'll be there. thanks for being my favorite cousin for 15 years haha.

it's only been 10 months since i moved. i can't even believe how time flew by so fast. one year of high school is almost over. feels kind of surreal. i wonder if i will ever think of going back to freshmen year again in the future. haha. i'm kind of scared of the freshmen coming next year. if this is how people are in my year, wonder how messed up the younger ones are. lol.

i can't wait for summer. and i can't say that enough. no stress, more sleep, more comfort, and more relaxation. nothing to worry about. and i'm hoping i'm not jynxing it right now lol. i'm thinking of writing stories, even if i'm not much of a writer. it's just something to do when i'm bored. maybe. lol. i hope tomorrow's better. always another day.

song of the day: won't even start by david choi