2010!

the first day of a new decade! new year, new hair. :) well not really, but i got a nice haircut. lol.

okay so it's official. it's 2010. NICE. two more years and high school will be over, kind of sad to think of it now.

i feel like with every new year, the days following are so much faster. i'm not that psyched for new years anymore like i used to be. maybe it's because we anticipated it so much before that now it doesn't seem all that great. well, to me that's how it feels.

soo.. new years resolutions.. hm. i barely even do them anymore. lol, i think my number one resolution would be to just be happy with what i have and who i am. i'm not gonna let anyone change that. i see so many people change dramatically that it's not even funny. i dont know why they want to grow up so fast or change too fast, yaa know. anyways, i hope this year will be better

than the last. and this year i hope to actually make friends that are worthwhile; for the long haul. i'm looking for people that don't ignore you when they have they're "better" friends around, or friends that actually like spending time with me no matter the circumstance. someone to spend the next new year's eve with.

so, what's your new year's resolution? i think for everyone, it should just to be happy. :) we're only young once, i want to spend my youth with happiness.

end of december

whoa, decembers already ending. 2010 is right around the corner! very exciting, and i'm ready for 2009 to be over. i realized in july, it will have been 2 years since i moved. and how those two years have changed everyone i knew so much..

anyways, today i went shopping with my grandparents, mom, and sister. didn't get anything. i WAS supposed to get a haircut, but guess not. hmmm.. my christmas wasn't special. whatever. i still need to take pictures for photography, that i should have done last week since it was sunny out. aiyah. so screwed. i did some bio hw yday too. hm, yeah that's about it for like my whole vacation. still needa study for cwi too. blah. very boring, but chill.

tomorrow's new year's eve.. hmm.

first day of december!

i found some more time to make a blog. i might just make one everyday now, unless i get too lazy. RABBIT! lol you're supposed to say that on the first day of every month for luck. it's finally december! i hope we get a lot of snow, but sadly doesn't seem like it. it's very very very cold. lol, i had to take out my comforter again. the polka dot one that looks like a robe. haha.

well tomorrow i have an oral presentation in spanish on a famous hispanic artist. i picked diego rivera and his most well known mural "man at the crossroads" something like that lol. it's really boring to write about. i hate spanish presentations. i get all nervous and i'm so scared. so sad. :(

anyways, i re-shot my product photography today. i think i might have overexposed most of them, so i'm prepared to reshoot again and fall behind in that class.. AGAIN. ugh. photo is fun but so hard, so so hard. instead of chocolate (since i have none, cause i ate it all. im a fattie. ) i took pictures of my green tea canada dry soda. mmmmmm. tasty. kinda hard to make the photo sell since it's like just a can and a cup.

oh yeah, tomorrow i also have a DUMB socratic seminar which i should be doing right now, but i'm making a blog instead.. it's about like poverty and comparing it to a kid drowning. yeah some sad stuff. i also had to make a comic/graphic novel thing for my english class. yeah... it's alright. i didn't color it, just drew it in pencil. lol.

let's hope in photography my film comes out this time! my next assignment is portraiture. how fun. i need some people who will be my subjects in the pics LOL. that's gonna be so hard. well, i should study my spanish presentation and finish up my seminar ticket. and eat. :))

please be a happy wednesday! (dude after i get over the stress from this presentation and photog. i will be alright. besides the quizzes we have in history and eng.)

and omg i just found out i went back to a C for bio, but idk how. LAME! aiyah. okay bye. yes.

I HATE MONDAYS

ugh.. GREAT. another week of unwanted stress.

i have a chapter test tomorrow for spanish, and i get so confused on the estar vs ser, pret. vs imp. and like everything else! and if that's not enough dumb spanish also has a presentation on wednesday! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LAME! i officially hate my spanish teacher. so dumb, racist. blahlahllha. yeah i hate spanish a lot.

i need to study for bio too, aiyah. we might have a pop quiz, but a might always turns into a definitely. god, i hate school. i wouldn't mind it if they didn't give us so much work. and now i think i'm behind in photography cause i still have to take my pictures and i'm not in the lighting studio tomorrow. dumb pictures didn't show up. ERGH. does life hate me or something? i'm always stuck with bad luck.

and now i'm doing math homework which is so hard! i barely remember anything and how to do some of the problems. i hate my math teacher too. she's SO racist, it's SO obvious. she practically is another mr. skowyra. FEMALE VERSION. she's so retarded, messing up the asian people's names like switching them. but with white people, she's prefectly fine. i mean, c'mon not all asians look the same. dumb racist. i really wonder how many times i've typed racist in this entry. or maybe it's just cause everyone in friggin' kentwood is racist.

i'm ready for another break. let's hope this week goes by super fast. then it's two more weeks and two days until christmas break. 16 days guys! i noticed it's probably not even gonna snow. LAMEST THING EVER.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. i hate school, i hate kentwood. i'm not even gonna finish my math homework, just get a 2-3 on it, i don't even care anymore. dumb math teacher. BUT NOOO, watch all this karma hit me back and i fail all my classes. gay. i'm just gonna go study just to friggin' waste my time and life for dumb tests that i probably won't even need. i'll just end up working at mcdonalds! >:(

let's take a break

so today i went to my cousin's house and ate a lot of food. i'm wearing sweatpants right now. mm. i look like i'm 6 months into pregnancy. haha.

but seriously, i needed a break. school's so stressful. i did this project all night the day before it was due (NO SURPRISE) and then when i saved it, it disappeared on me. always remember to do "save as" and not just close it. dumb powerpoint! then i had to do it again and when i presented, most of the text was messed up like bigger font/wrong font. but it went okay i guess. then i had to do my whole thing for macbeth shit. that went pretty well too. ughh then another presentation on wednesday when we get back from break..

at least we had two half days before thanksgiving. :)

i hopefully go shopping tomorrow with my dad. i might get a tv for my room, but i really wanna get a camera. and if my bro gets a new laptop, i get his old one. which is like.. kind of good but then it makes me kinda mad. lol. cause one, he broke my laptop then bought a toshiba laptop. and now he's gonna get a new one? GREAT. whatever, at least i might get something out of it. anyways that's it.

hope everyone had a great thanksgiving and wore elastic! :)