conk days #1

okay, so if you don't know what conk day/time is, it's basically when i have my homeroom and we get shorter class times. but yeah, today was boring. i finally finished taking my toblerone pics, hopefully i can roll it well so i don't mess it up. cause i don't have any more chocolate to use.

anyways, i just got out of the shower. i came back from a play called "the imaginary invalid" at my school. it was okay, not as good as last year's musical "curtains" though. i went with jaimee and amy. after school i went to shades and judged tryouts. i have to admit that some of them were.. bad.. LOL. esp one mexican group where they show different kinds of mexican dance moves.. they were just shaking their asses and dressed like sluts.

oh and today i wore my contact lenses! :)))

some people noticed it lol and said i should have gotten brown. this morning it took like 15 minutes to get them both in. LOL which is pretty good compared to 30 minutes the night before. but yeah. they were pretty comfortable except that i got this blurry edges after like 5th period.

oh yeeeeeeeeeeah, i got a few more k-pop songs on my playlist, have a listen! well since i just got home, i need to study now. my hair's still wet, might as well air dry it. but yeah, that was my conk day #1. cool, yes.

late start wednesdays #1

okay so today was late start, school starts at 10:05 for us in washington. but today i had to go to school early for open studio for photography. i got there at 8 in the morning and finished my pictures. some of them need burning around the edges to make the border seem whiter. but yeah. i took some photos in the light studio later today of my toblerone. i have a feeling i will get a bad grade on it even tho all my film will prob show up. i haven't finished taking 24 pics, i only got up to 14. so she let me put my choco and camera in a closet. i bet she just wanted to keep the choco there. lol.

anyways, my friend amrit (indian!) brought a clean contact lens case to school today for me. whoooooooooo. :) so i cleaned my circle lenses and placed them in the case about an hour ago. gonna try them on at 9 or something to practice.

oh yeah, for late starts, it's like 30 min per class. i didn't really do anything except like play uno in math, read about asia in cwi, balahlahl. yeah very boring. so grades close tomorrow for the quarter. and i have a damn C freakin plus in ap bio! grrr. i hate science now. LOL. wonder what my moms gonna say. :/

school's just on repeat, it's like.. the same thing everyday. lol. i wish it was winter already, and we got snow now. it's cold enough, but all we get is rain. lol yeah.. i really wanna catch up on iris but i'm so lazy to d/l the epis and stuff. AIYAH. anyways i should go do some spanish and bio hw.

i'll update later when i put on the circle lenses! :))

the number 64.

AHH, are you freaking kidding me! i got a 64 on my ap bio test. arghhh. my grade is a C+ for the quarter cause i doubt she's gonna put anything else in. aiyah. :( but yeah anyways tomorrow is late start but sadly i have to go to open studio for photography.

for photography we're shooting product photography.. i still don't know what to do for it. some people are doing hair gel, hairspray, markers, pillow.. LOL. and i'm not sure what to do. maybe toblerone? or my vera wang princess perfume.. idk.
but yeah, in english we're reading macbeth. i barely understand it. and in cwi we have a project due next tuesday, 2 days before thanksgiving. not sure what imma do during thanksgiving either. i'm probably going to get a haircut (hopefully!) i'm actually thinking of cutting choppy full bangs. idk how'd that'd be though. lol.

my lips still hurt too. it's been like almost 2 weeks since i accidently sprayed perfume on my mouth. and i guess it caused an allergic reaction cause my lips got all swollen and chapped. i've been using vaseline like crazy and it's getting better, still really dry tho and hurts a little. damn i feel so fat, i ate like 3 packs of those toblerone chocolate things. i should do some sit-ups.

i really hope my circle lens case comes soon. she better send me a new one.. my friends keep forgetting. i notice my eyes are VERY small. LOL, i thought they were okay, but turns out i have only one lid on each eye. more or less depending on way day it is. i wish i had double eyelids. so sad. and a small ass nose. :) oh well.

i should do my hw.. lol yeah.

new blog!

it's been like.. forever since i made a blog entry. so i should definitely be doing homework, but i don't know why i'm procrastinating. lol. uhh basically what happened this year so far.. nothing. sophomore year is going by so fast it's like a blur. only things that slow it down are tests, projects, quizzes, mid-terms, and those stupid state tests. i haven't been doing anything lately outside of school either. either dumb babysitting (which i don't even get paid for!) and canada or sometimes shopping with my mom..

but i can't wait until winter break. i hope we get lots of snow! :) i miss snow. and then my sister and her friend are coming to visit for a couple weeks. hmmm.. speaking of winter i really want some hot cocoa. anyways, it's raining today, kinda sucks. i left my umbrella in photography class today.. lol i wonder if someone stole it. if someone did, that's the second umbrella i lost at school. i should just buy a really small one that fits in my backpack.

i really need a haircut. or at least i want one. i always ask but what should i get? i'll prob end up with a bunch of layers at the top and thin it out at the bottom. oh yeah! my circle lenses came awhile ago. but the contact case broke.. like wtf!



aiyah! but whenever i get the case they're sending me, i'm gonna soak them lol. or if my friends remember to give me a free contact lens case. hmmmmmmmmm. i'm listening to my kob music. yes, kob. i have so much math homework to do, but i don't feel like doing it. we have mid-terms test tomorrow for math. :/ i failed my other test with a 69.. so if i do good on mid terms, she'll drop the grade.

but seriously, i think my math teacher is freakin racist. like she always messes up the asian people, esp me and victoria. just like mr. skowyra from 7th grade.. lame. and she always seems so frustrated and like unwilling to help me if i ask her. she lets out this big sigh and when some white kid asks her she's all like sure blahlalh. whatever, she thinks she's cool or something? but yeah..

anyways, i'm gonna do my spanish homework and do stupid math homework too.. and whatever else i have to do.

happy elaine? i made an entry! cause joanne told me i should lol. :)

summer

i can't help but think summer's not all what it's hyped up to be anymore. my sister said summer is short

in high school. i dont know if i'm ready for next year.

summer used to mean hanging out with my best friends, late nights at parties, beach days, jellyfishing (hahah), watching fireworks at wolly on the 4th, getting closer to a lot of new people, manhunt at night, window shopping and intensely shopping, funny conversations, staying up on the phone until like 5am, stickamming, playing stupid games, and maybe even some bitch fights, but we got through them.

to me, summer is now tanning in my backyard with my sister, helping around the house, staying up until 2am IMing boston friends, stickamming until we're all sickly bored or lagging, no late parties, no hanging out with best friends, and is ultimately sad. 

i miss what summer used to mean. but i guess what i really need is to move on. it's never going back to what it used to be. the tans fade, but the memories last forever, right? ..